Febbo

I am a real nursey!!

forgive me but sometimes i forget and then i get excited when i remember, sometimes i feel too young to have so much responsibility but actually i am accountable to God, so im sure il be alright.....I adore all of the elderly people i work with and i see beauty in their every wrinkle...(well maybe not in their butt wrinkles hehe....) it is such a privilage to know that i am where God wants me, and to know that this time is not just this time but is a period to grow passion that is sustainable for always.....


I am blown away by God right now-absolutely astounded, in the last few weeks He has demolished my ideas about His love and is currently building new and amazing truths within me, i dont understand it, infact i am completely mystified, but i love that, because He's God and im small.
I heard an amazing song lyric the other day...

"Nails could never hold the Son of Man."

Wowzaaaaa, praise you Jesus!

I felt quite lonely last week-i missed Charlie and just generally missed having those people who know you entirely around me, it took me longer than it should have to realise though that its no accident those people are not available for whatever reason...maybe, perhaps God would want me to turn to Him when i feel isolated.....yes maybe il give that one a try! Seriously though in the last two days i have felt comforted and uplifted beyond measure, frequently i feel as though my struggles last a moment but the "Godness" of God is permanent, wonderful sustenance and i am AMAZED!

In other news today i have: rejoiced over losing 2 and a half stone since Sept, looked at wedding dresses, made some bad jokes, cleaned some wounds, prayed for healing, had a shower, argued with my brother, made friends with my brother, watched Arsenal win, delighted in the cricket, decided i actually do LOVE Nadal, and eaten half a doughnut. I have obviously achieved many other "thrilling" things-i just thought i would mention the most important ones.... ;)

So il stop these foolish rambles-i dare say i shall make an overdue return in a few months time


Ciao