Samedi

Lethargy vs Impetus.....

So today on this saturday, this generic English saturday my usual dilemma takes place.......

My head and my heart are full of passions and drive-there are so many things i love and would love to do-i honestly do want to save the world a little bit....but then there are pyjamas.....beautiful unassuming pyjamas.

I have already ventured out of my house today-i ate sausages,hugged friends, had some banter, holiday shopped it up and discussed lifeguard helicopters but then i returned and almost instantly my desire to be active and pursue reality evaporated, and i am currently ensconced in a duvet-watching cricket and imagining acceptable excuses to not go out later....(yes apparently i have aged prematurely.)


So i suppose im asking the question really....how does one maintain enthusiasm for life and all its inhabitants when sleeping and acting as though asleep are so much more appealing?


GOD.


He made me. He made my heart. He gave me dreams. Why then did He allow pyjamas to be made??? aaaaaaaaaargh but seriously- i know that to do the right thing is to pursue Him, but so often i find myself casually doing the opposite of that and it frightens me and annoys me but obviously not enough.

Anyway it seems as though this was many words to make the basic point: sometimes i am too lazy, and i revert into utter selfishness. I pray for altruism.... and for an 8th day in the week for me to indulge myself heheheh

i will go out tonight, i shall go and eat curry and answer many wonderfully difficult questions right in this quiz and be crowned queen of all knowledge...realistically il manage to blag a couple of correct answers regarding dismal televison programmes i should never have seen..eek.

I feel this has been a messy deluge of thoughts about nothing-my apologies.


Arrivederci x